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Saturday, July 28, 2012

Far Voices Calling (Sermon)


My congregation is celebrating an anniversary week-end: the Methodists have been here for 180 years, the Presbyterians for 175, and and we've been together as a merged church for 80 years.  We are an aging congregation, and I am working to maintain our orientation outward at a time when the temptation is to close ranks and take care of ourselves.

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Happy Anniversary, Everyone!  

As we began to prepare for this week-end, NY revealed herself to be our researcher extraordinaire. She delved into the cupboards and drawers in which our historical documents are contained -- themselves a testament to MF, our faithful chronicler -- and surfaced periodically with new finds and new information.  Among her findings were news articles describing our 25th anniversary celebration in 1957, at which the Rev. Dr. Alfred Swan, who had preached at our dedication service in 1932, returned to preach a sermon entitled “Far Voices Calling.”   

Hmmmm, I thought; we could do that again.  “Far Voices Calling”: That’s a great, evocative title for an anniversary sermon.  We didn’t find the sermon itself, or even the bulletin, which might have identified the scriptural text from which Dr. Swan preached, but maybe that’s good.  No temptation to repeat the past when we don’t know what it was!  But a good starting point for our present.

I did find out a bit about Dr. Swan.  His parents lived here; his father was the pastor of the Presbyterian Church from 1916 – 1921. Dr. Swan himself was to become the pastor of the First Congregational Church in Madison, Wisconsin. He was invited to return home to preach the dedication sermon, and then he was invited back twenty-five years later to preach for the anniversary.  I’m thinking that in another 20 years, I can come back and preach from this title again for our 100th!  

Our text this morning is an example of how profoundly the lectionary passages, set years ago by a committee, sometimes reach out to us in our present circumstances.  It’s from the Epistle to the Ephesians, a letter ascribed to the apostle Paul and ostensibly directed toward the community of Ephesus in ancient Greece.  Interestingly, today’s passage is written in the form of a prayer, the prayer of an evangelist and pastor for a church for which he cares deeply.  Let’s listen to the words of Ephesians 3, verses 14 – 21:

For this reason I bow my knees before the Father, from whom every family in heaven and on earth takes its name.  I pray that, according to the riches of his glory, he may grant that you may be strengthened in your inner being with power through his Spirit, and that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith, as you are being rooted and grounded in love. I pray that you may have the power to comprehend, with all the saints, what is the breadth and length and height and depth, and to know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, so that you may be filled with all the fullness of God. Now to him who by the power at work within us is able to accomplish abundantly far more than all we can ask or imagine, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus to all generations, forever and ever. Amen.

Now there’s a far voice calling!  A voice from 2,000 years ago, a voice passionately concerned about the church, a voice that speaks to other far voices.  Who might those others be, and what does Paul say to them?  To us?

I think that some of today’s “far voices calling” might be those of eighty years ago, those voices of the women and men who merged two churches to form the one that we know today.  And those “far voices calling” might be those of the future, those of eighty years hence, to whom we leave our legacy of faith and commitment.  And, perhaps most importantly of all, those “far voices calling” might be some of those that are not so far away, geographically or chronologically, but are perhaps far away in experience – those with whom we are called to share God’s abundance and to whom we are called to proclaim God’s love.

“May God grant that you be strengthened,” Paul prays, “strengthened through God’s Spirit.”  Let’s ponder for a moment those Presbyterians and Methodists of eighty years ago.  Talk about being strengthened through the power of the Spirit!  It was the Depression.  There was no money.  BM told me that his family moved every year or so – every time his parents could find a house where the rent was a dollar less.  And while some of us have talked about how the Depression was a little easier on folks in the country who could produce their own food than on those in the city who had neither the land nor the know-how of what to do with it, not all families out here owned land and farmed.  And money was scarce even when food was available.

And yet, those people, our ancestors in faith, embarked upon a phenomenal project.  A project that required a lot of labor and cost a lot of money.  Men and boys raising and moving the Presbyterian church from across 302 to connect it to the Methodist sanctuary here.  Women cooking up an endless stream of chicken dinners and oyster suppers to raise funds. Families sacrificing to pledge to the building fund.  We should  honor the sense of community that built this church, but we should also remember that the work was God’s, and that the motivation behind it came from the Holy Spirit.  It was through the Spirit that the people were inspired and strengthened to build community and unity, and to address their challenges by working together.  They set an example to which we all might pay attention today.

Those people of the Depression era, those far voices call out to others.  They ring out with today’s words from Paul. Paul prays that Christ may dwell in our hearts as we are being rooted and grounded in love.  Intriguing words for pilgrims, for people on a journey, as we have called ourselves all year.  Images of dwelling, of being rooted and grounded – like  trees which grow in one place for hundreds of years.  What can these words mean to us?

It’s tempting to hear these words and to look backward, to rest in a kind of sentimental remembrance of those voices calling from eighty years ago.  “That Christ may dwell in us” – we can stay right here, in this exquisite and beautifully cared for building.  “That we be rooted and grounded in love” – like trees, we don’t have to move.  We can grow upward and outward right where we are, right as we were planted by those brave and determined church members of eighty years ago. That would be nice, wouldn’t it?

But remember, “far voices” are not just those of the past.  They are also the voices of the distant future, and the voices of the present.  And to what do they call us, we pilgrims on the Christian journey?

“Dwelling” is a beautiful image for Christ’s presence in our lives.  In the Gospel of John, Jesus tells his disciples that he and his Father will dwell, will make their home, with anyone who loves him.  They will come and settle in, curl up before the fireplace, and rest in peace in those who love Jesus.  But what else does Jesus say?  That “the Son of man has to no place in which to rest his head.”  That we are to “go forth and make disciples of all nations.”  If Christ dwells in us, then we are called to dwell in the world.  

And what about being “rooted and grounded?”  Does Paul, that great traveler in the Mediterranean world, mean that in love we are rooted and grounded in one geographical location?  Does he mean that we dig in our heels right here and wait for the world to show up at our door?

I don’t think so.  

I don’t know, and neither do any of us, who those far voices of eighty years hence might be.  But I know that we are called to branch and leaf out in ways that prepare the way for Jesus to dwell in those people of the future.  And we do that not by standing still like trees, but by following the example of the indwelling Christ who roots us in love, and by taking him out into the world beyond these four walls.

If Christ is dwelling in us, if he has made himself at home, set up a kitchen and plumped up the pillows of his bed in our lives, then we are called to carry him as a flame of love into the world.  If we have been given the great grace of roots in the Christian faith and a foundation in Christ in this church, in this wonderfully sacred building, then we are called to fling its doors wide and travel outward.

Where do we go?  Who are the far voices of today?

Some of them really are far away, geographically speaking.  They are the voices of the orphans in Rwanda, about whom D came to speak this spring, and whom we generously support as they become trained in the skills needed for the adult world.  They are the voices of schoolchildren in Liberia, to whose educations we are contributing through the purchase of a truck and the building of classrooms so that their hopes can be realized.

And some of them are close, geographically, but far in experience.

Think about the mission speakers who joined us last May, and what they told us about far voices.  Let’s start with the Food Bank.  Most of us are doing just fine where food is concerned.  In fact, if the trunk of my car when I leave the Bs’ house is any indication, we are more than fine.  Zucchini, anyone?  But there are hungry people in this county.  People whose voices have not been nourished by newly ripened apples and just-harvested potatoes.  If we are rooted and grounded in love, then we are also called to share what comes out of the ground, literally as well as spiritually.

What about ACCESS?  We all live in comfortable homes, homes that are warm in the winter – and perhaps too warm this summer!  Even those of us who live in nursing care or assisted living sleep in comfortable beds, have the use of private bathrooms, and are able to store our belongings where they are immediately accessible to us.  But we have neighbors who share in none of those benefits.  People who live close by in miles, but far away in experience.  The Beatitudes tell us that they may be more blessed than we are.  “Blessed are the poor,” Jesus tells us in the Gospel of Luke.  “Blessed are the poor in spirit,” he says in Matthew.  Well, we may not be poor in the literal, U.S. Census definition of the word.  But if Jesus dwells in us, we are called to be poor in spirit, which means we are to understand that his indwelling in our lives means that we are called to do some out-dwelling ourselves.  

And finally, what about Hospice?  A lot of us don’t like to talk about hospice; it means death and dying; it means decisions and events we don’t care to contemplate.  And yet, Jesus tells us, also in the Beatitudes, “Blessed are those who mourn.”  Hospice, as we learned during our May mission month, is a place of respite and care for both the dying and for those who mourn their loss.  Jesus, who dwells in us, invites us to journey with those at the end of life and those dear to them.  More far voices calling us.  Voices not so far geographically – hospice is about a ten minute drive from here.  But for many of us, voices far from where we prefer to be.   Voices to whom we are asked to carry the love in which we are so firmly rooted and grounded.

Paul’s words, Paul’s prayer for the church of Ephesus, and his prayer for us today, concludes with a phrase he uses frequently: that we may know the love of Christ so that we may be filled with the fullness of God. Filled with the fullness of God.  Fullness that comes from the love of Christ.

When Christ comes to dwell with us, he does not come to cramp our style, to take up the spare bedroom, to clean out the refrigerator.  When he invites us into the church, into his mission in the world, he is not seeking to sap our energy or to deplete our resources.  Not at all! His love calls us to be filled, to be filled with the fullness of God.  To be rooted and grounded in a love that gives us the firmest of foundations from which to move outward and to share God’s abundance.

That fullness, that love of the indwelling Christ, is responsible for the building in which we worship this morning. Those voices calling to us from the past say to us:  Look at the work of the Lord!  And let’s do – let’s look around for a minute.  Look at the beauty of the windows, the sheen of the woodwork, the glow of the cross.  Look at the archway that marks the physical merger of two congregations, two groups of people who chose unity over division.  Look at the building that has housed eighty years of worship, of Sunday school, of fellowship, of joys and of sorrows, all shared as a people of God. Look at what God has given us, through the power of God’s Spirit and the hard work of our church ancestors.

And then listen to the far voices calling from the future and from the present: from Africa and from our own county.  The voices of the poor and the hungry, the homeless and the dying.   The voices that might see this beautiful building as a beacon of hope, as the place from which we are called forth in order to share God’s great love, in both words and action.  

This building was not intended by those long ago voices as a monument to something long past.  It is not intended by God to be a museum for those in the present, or as a historical site for those calling from the future.  This building is a springboard from which we are called to carry the indwelling Christ into the future and into the world. This is a building whose voices, past present, and future, voices wrapped in the loving power of the Holy Spirit, call forth

 Unity, not divisiveness  
 Hope, not despair
 Optimism, not pessimism
 and

 They call forth: joy in the presence of God.

And so:  Let’s enjoy our anniversary today!  Let’s celebrate the far voices it represents, voices from the long ago past who shaped our present, and voices from our community, our world, and the distant future with whom we are called to share the fullness of God.  And let us pray together, as Paul did so long ago, that God use what God has built here to accomplish abundantly far more than all we can ask or imagine.  Amen.

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Musings on Ministry

This morning The Questing Parson writes about an encounter with a young almost-pastor and his counsel to her with respect to her first assignment, for which she has grand hopes of growth in numbers.  “Slow the decline and then work on increasing the membership.”

Last Sunday, as occasionally happens, a visitor new to our church made a complimentary remark as to the accuracy of what she had heard about me.  As I thanked her, I looked around wondering, "So where is everyone?"  Word of mouth has not translated into numbers.  Not, I realize, that the numbers are about me.  And I'm trying to focus on depth rather than breadth, something which has been noticed (without prodding from me) by our leadership ~ but, naturally, I am aware of the quantitative element.

Meanwhile, my friend Michelle, who is chemistry professor and contemplative, and a published writer on both, is developing a writer's website.  I've just posted a comment on her FB page, stating that "I love the juxtaposition of the worn and battered composition books with the technology of the site -- reflective of your unique personal blend of contemplative and chemist. It evokes both Marie Curie and Thomas Merton gone contemporary in venue. (And you may recall that my 11th grade writing teacher instructed us that we were forbidden to use the word "unique" unless it applied, which situation was highly unlikely to occur. Here, finally, it does.)"

And now I ponder the connection, a matter which I've begun to process only recently.

Back in my Methodist (Questing Parson's milieu) days, I was a young attorney, struggling to make sense of the demands of my profession  in the context of a new and wobbly Christian faith.   In retrospect, it's clear that I had embarked, determinedly but without guidance, on a path toward a contemplative orientation.  Even when I asked as directly as I could (and I hasten to clarify that I did not know how to articulate the questions I had  or what it was that I was seeking), no assistance was forthcoming from pastors or congregational leaders.

I find myself wondering more and more frequently whether, if someone had been able to point the way, I would still be both a Methodist and a practicing attorney.  If I had been able to integrate both dimensions of my life, would I now be sharing my legal expertise as a leader in the United Methodist Church,  as does a Presbyterian friend with great generosity and care, and offering retreats and spiritual direction to my professional colleagues, as does a Catholic lawyer I know?

And what, exactly, is the connection between depth versus breadth and offering a doorway into the contemplative life in the context of the everyday?  I know; it seems obvious.  But in practice, a good deal more difficult than it looks.

I have been ordained exactly seven months today.  I suppose I am not required to have it all figured out yet.

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Shana Tova!




In a perfectly wonderful confluence of events, the Jewish New Year started Wednesday night and today is the Feast of the Archangels in the Roman Catholic Church.

When I taught in the Jewish school, I had students named Gabe, Gabriella, Michael and Rafi.  

The Lakeview Cemetery images above are of Michael the Archangel (two details) and, I presume, due to the trumpet, Gabriel.

Since this whole cancer thing began, I have had emails and calls from Jesuit friends telling me that they are praying for me when they celebrate Mass, and a FB  message from my friend Carol that she remembered me in her Rosh Hashanah mishebeirach (healing) prayer.  (You should see the photo of her beautiful dinner table.)

Last night I went to the session/council meeting of my new church and came home assured of many Presby-Methodist prayers (and feeling like a pastor!).

And I know that there are other Jewish-Catholic-Protestant-of-all-flavors prayers floating around out there, because people keep writing and telling me so.

There was also Rosh Hashanah chicken soup on my back porch when I got home awhile ago.   And Ignatian tea and jam and chocolate in the mail.

Thank you all so very much. You make cancer a small thing and friendship a great one.










Monday, June 20, 2011

Matters of Call: Hmmmph!

Last night at dinner, The Quiet Husband and The Gregarious Son urged me to start looking beyond my home presbytery for a church.  Think about where we might like to live in the future, they said.  Go for it.  Words like Oregon and North Carolina and Florida  and New England came up.  Michigan and Virginia.  Pennsylvania.  I felt energized and somewhat freed, and scrolled through every opening posted online by the  PC(USA) after I got home.

This morning I woke up and thought, How ridiculous.  What a prospective practical, emotional, familial, marital, and financial disaster we are contemplating.  Not to mention that I have a life here:  house, friends, spiritual direction, teaching.  I can't possibly Start All Over.

Before going out, I flipped through the material I will be covering with the Methodist women's discussion group tonight.  Go, says God to Abraham and Sarah.  Go to a completely new placeHmmm, I thought, in a most unserious kind of way.

I went out for my early morning walk and stopped, as I often do, halfway around, to sit on a bench overlooking Lower Lake and listen to Pray As You Go.  Some music, a reading, some questions and time for prayer.  I didn't like today's music at all, but I was too lazy to switch to yesterday's or tomorrow's.  And so I made it to the reading, and there they were, the three of them again, with God telling Abraham and Sarah to get going.  To a new place.

You are NOT serious, I said to God.

Which I am pretty sure is exactly what Sarah said.  Many times, and the moving was the least of it.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Easing Into Lent - A Lifetime Journey



My friend Karen mentioned that she worships in a tradition in which Lent is not observed.  Her remark got me thinking about when and how I've encountered Lent.

In my childhood, almost devoid of religious content?  I suppose not.

In the Catholic boarding school I attended in grades 7-9?  It was most likely a big deal, wasn't it? But to me, it would have meant more layers of tedious Latin ritual, more possibilities for required chapel attendance, more opportunities for creatively disappearing from sight without jeopardizing  attendance records.  Truthfully, I don't remember a thing about it.

I don't think it was a feature in my Protestant boarding school life either.

When my husband and I began attending a Methodist church in our late 20s, Lent became a part of the year for us.  It meant community in the form of weekly dinners and programs; it meant thematic seven-week sermon series; it meant the introduction of new music.

In my Presbyterian life, the liturgical year has gained radically in significance to me.  Our preachers, for the most part, follow the lectionary; the paraments and stoles change colors with the seasons; and during Lent the Ash Wednesday and Tenebrae services are solemn and ethereal and, in the original sense of the word, awesome.

My life since my son died has been held together in part by the repetitious sequence of the church year (I think I'll write more about that later), marked by the disjunctions splattered about by grief.  But still.  Even though I no longer comprehend the words "ordinary time," I've been grateful for the anchor of the seasons.



Image: Lenten Textiles by Mary Ann Breisch, here

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Hope (Daily Photo 3)


This one, too, is from Church of the Saviour.

Thanks to the focused attentiveness brought on by my picture taking, I checked out the words over one of the side doors.  I don't think that I had any idea that there were any words there at all, which only goes to show how completely oblivious one can be ~  walking in and out of a door over a period of 25 years and having NO IDEA that its designers or builders wanted you to understand its significance in a particular way.

Which, today, is twofold.  First, the verse itself (and I had to go home and look  it up, because I'm not one of those people who knows those kinds of things), from Isaiah 56:7:

"My house shall be called a house of prayer for all people."

As a spiritual director and future pastor, I'm thinking that that's a very nice sense of mission for a church indeed.

And second:  As I was trying to work my way around the steps and railing, to take the picture the words that came into focus are those above, from the very center.  Now we in the PC(USA) today struggle to understand what we mean by "all."  Or we struggle to be in a church that doesn't mean the same thing by "all" that we do.

So when I saw those words over the very center of the door, I thought:

Hope.

Monday, May 24, 2010

Doors


Wow ~  thank you all for all the ideas!

Already I am looking more attentively and contemplatively.  I took this photo this morning en route home from the gym.  It's the front entryway to my previous church, Church of the Saviour (United Methodist).

A couple of years ago in my spiritual direction  class, we were sitting around talking one night about the burning bushes in our lives ~ the ways in which God has sought to capture our attention.  I was listening to a variety of comments and suddenly I realized ~ Church of the Saviour!  It's located on a main street in our city, in a residential area up from a retail section which hosts some of our favorite stores and restaurants, the theater where you can see all the films which never make it to the mainstream mall movies, and the bakery where we all hang out all the time. Our first house was a few blocks away, within walking distance (on Canterbury, Mumpastor), and I must have driven by Church of the Saviour hundreds of times before I suddenly announced to my husband one morning that I thought we should go to church.

My husband was the one who chose the church in question.  It's Methodist, which we had both been (he for real and me in the vaguest sort of way); it's designed on the model of a medieval French Cathedral (always helpful, from my point of view); and the services were televised on local Cable, so we could check it out before setting foot inside!  Having not been church attenders since high school, we were extremely leery of what we might be getting into more than a decade later.

We spent many happy years there, our children were all baptized there, and most of our closest friendships were formed there.  We've all taken various journeys since, but those doors definitely represent a burning bush in my life.

(Michelle suggested Doors as a subject.  Stratoz suggested Door, which is for another day.  I notice that there were a lot of suggestions of Hope!)